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Saturday, August 8, 2009
 ALVIN , thanks for being there w me ^^ . Current Mood : Meaningless . Current Song : ErZuoJu . Current Doing : Msn ^^ . Nothing to blog about , just disappointed w my life . Boy , i just want to tell you how i feel thats why i will post these this . Ever since that day you told kitty they all you have not much feelings for me andthat we need time . Seriously im lost . Everytime see you from then , we will do our own things , and didnt really care much abouch each other and all .Actually im sad but yeah , i just keep it to myself .I think we only say hi bye lors , or should it be just bye ? You said need time , yeah i agree . But in my heart , its another way round . i seriously dont know what are you thinking now . Recently , i just got a job . But its like monday to friday . When i got that job , th first thing in my mind was " then how i see sx ? "I thought maybe if saturaday or Sunday i can see you then i wont love you that much .But once again , i was wrong . So i skip th work ,and eventually got fired . Everytime i message you , your reply will be always short .And after that you will say you go bathe or what and never message me le . I thought you were asleep , i was wrong again .you were chatting w someone else on msn .. I was wrong so many times , how many times are there ? . Today , didnt meet charis niaoniao & Kitty sister to Bahgey b'day . so sorry . sometimes , i just dont understand humans . Im just disappointed in myself th most . And someone im reallyreally close to . Maybe there will be another fight .. idk ? I did change ! i tried my best to change to th better already . But i just dont understand why , people use those naked eyes to judge me in another way . Im afraid for another quarrel . If she was ever to go closer w another person. One thing to tell th person is . FCKING TAKE GOOD CARE OF HER . Dont let her get hurt or what ! or i will not forgive you . If one day , she was to leave me , someone please save me from hell . charis , i saw what you wrote on blog .. & yeah i was wrong . Maybe i need to change to a better person . Let me leave will you ? Jiayang ahgong , i never say anything .. if you dont believe me .. i got nothing to say . you guys make my tears drop )": i hate it ! . |