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Practically idiot.
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Afternoon bloggers.Playing online games now (: later going out with sissyL. She called just now to accompany her go orchard. After that i think we will be heading down to Jcube bahs. Sometimes i think of something thats already in the past,i'll tend to cry. Hes gone , yet i'm still thinking. Someone told me "Naoko , be strong , stand up and face the reality." I think what they say is true. Many things go through my mind , i'm totally going crazy. Stressed about money too.Whatz to do :( Gonna prepare to go out now. Shall blog later or tomorrow. 2.21pm Currently parents came back suddenly telling me is chrismas and all , and diedie also don't want me go out. What the fuck. Damn stressed up now. For this fucking family , i did my part as a daughter , what the fuck they want ? Just a birthday , my birthday you guys also not that nervous and anxious . Totally unfair. Just let me get out of here can anot . I'm going crazy in this house. !@#$%^&**&^%!@# 4.o4pm Asked my father if i could go out , i want to smoke luhs , cheebye ! Damn moody now. Sara's mother is coming over to my house , dont know for what. William is coming too. Was talking to william , and heard his mother nagging like one -'-. I'm laughing outside , but inside is "fuck you luhs " . Weird things happen recently. Whats wrong with the world. IDoes it kills to let me just smile , and dont have to be stress and all. When i look downstairs from my house , i feel like jumping down.Dont know why , but i seriously cannot take it. Its too much . Really!! so conclusion for the day. Fuck life . Being a teenager , is also stress , how i hope i can be a baby. No worries and all . All they do is cry and sleep. Nothing to think about, so many adults to shower their love on them. Give them the best thing. But for teenages. We changed . yeah , thats true. Although we did break our parents heart, we did try to change. Why can't you guys turn back and look at us instead of leaving us alone. My mother just told me that my father and her had given up on me , just because of a birthday party. Her words are hush , and my tears actually dropped down my cheeks.You adults , don't even care about how we feel.. You guys FAIL to be parents. Totally fail. I'm spending Christmas eve at home. Wow. Hundreds claps for me. I dont know what to say about my life and how i feel. Someone save me please. |